Since I was a little girl I always knew I would have girls...at least some of my babies would be girls. Playing with my girls this morning I stopped and thanked Jesus for my two blessings. Even though some days I wanna run for the hills when Sophia want stop crying and Isabella is asking me the same question for the hundredth time... I know deep down how blessed I am. If I wasn't a mom I know that there would be a place deep down that would ache, a piece of me would always be missing. I don't know if this makes since but it's one thing about my life that has always been a constant; my need to be a mom. Even at the age of 7 playing with my baby dolls I knew I wanted "real" babies one day. How awesome it is to look back and see God at work. He made me what I am. He had great plans for me from the beginning. He put the need to be a mom in my heart. With all this said that doesn't mean I always have the patience or the knowledge to solve all my mommy problems but how cool it is when I can stop and ask for help from my heavenly father. It is a daily thing my asking for help. :) My faith has not always been what I relied on but since having Sophia the peace I find after a conversation with him is worth finding my way back to him one step at a time.
Enjoy my girls and their first matching outfits!
2 comments:
Such sweet pictures!!!! I love the twinkies! We are mostly out of that stage so relish it as I'm sure you well. I am so amazed at how different they look...I can't figure out who Phia looks like....any ideas?
Phia is hands down Chelsea...all you have to do is look at her baby pics. I tell Chel all the time that one of her babies better look like me..haha! Right now they look so diff. but just the other day I was taken back at how much their baby pic look alike. They are def. not Vinson babies like their momma. You know me I am enjoying every moment of this twinkie stage...they have MANY matching outfits.
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